There will be one more post, one very large post, to sum up everything I've ever had, or will ever, have to say.
4-12 12:27 p.m.
I hope I fucking die.
4-2 10:27 p.m.
There's so much going on right now in my life, and there are so many different facets to every aspect of said life that I don't think I'll try and explain for a while, espescially since I have so much trouble clearly expressing my sentiments in writing. I just want to sleep for a while >_<
3-23 12:01 a.m.
Spent the night at Mike's house last night. It was fun, not the best sleep over ever, but fun nonetheless. Then I wake up this morning to find out that Paul is calling. Turns out Mike and I forgot about the Halo tournament. We were supposed to be at Paul's house to play when he called us. We were still asleep >_> DAMN YOU TO HELL MASTER'S QUEST! So we show up at Paul's house and we commence to have a really fun 3 or 4 hours of Haloing. So now I'm home. As soon as I set down this afternoon despair sunk in. Ragnarok is down for a week, AN ENTIRE GOD DAMN WEEK. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I tried playing some other RPG's, but they didn't hold my attention for long. So I think I'll go to sleep soon. I have school tomorrow and I haven't been sleeping well recently, too many bad dreams :E
2-17 8:24 p.m.
German Club lost the sucker game, and I lost my temper. In response to a taunt about the outcome of the game I replied "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID BITCH." I wish I hadn't. I really feel like shit now, not just for that but for everything that's happened recently. I just feel like I've failed at everything and that I'm in some way or another inadequete. Academically I've failed in every way. Not in that I don't get good grades, nothing could concern me less. But in that I haven't surpassed or even kept up to par with my peers. I can't stand it every time I think I do well on a test and I get a C or a B and Brandon gets an A, and he has to tell me how much of a shitty test taker I am. The same goes for essays. The last essay we wrote in class Brandon's was the best piece of work ever written, and the teacher chose to point this out. She also chose to point out how terribly shitty mine was. Gah I just feel like I've failed at everything, I'm not smarter than everyone else, I can't beat everyone in soccer, I can't control my own temper, and when I find a girl I really care about, I can't even get her to like me. Guuuu Valentine's is tomorrow. Painful reminder >_> I wish there was someway I could make myself smarter or more likable. I wish I wasn't so inclined to be loud and obnoxious and tempermental. I wish I was somebody. But there isn't, and I'll always be nobody.
2-13 4:27 p.m.
That's fine. But don't just tell me I'm too stupid to understand. Tell me what I did.
2-2 9:42 p.m.
THANKS I really appreciate your condescending remarks. It's nice to know that someone who's usually so nice can find it in herself to be so unrelentingly mean spirited, when her sentiments are directed towards my person :D The realization that I'm not anything special or important and that you just felt bad for my patheticness makes me feel great too :D I'm absolutely overjoyed with the fact that I'm too dumb too understand anything so it would be easier for me jut to accept my own ignorance rather than for you to actually try and explain anything:D GOD DAMN I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY
2-2 02:52 p.m.
Leaving me alone and miserable isn't enough. Enough is making it very obivous that I am, some sub standard form of humanity that lacks a mind, and is in some way or another less deserving of life.
1-31 11:37 p.m.
Well things in my life have gone from bad to worse. I know I sound like a whiner but, hear me out. My dad's leaving for Iraq tonight. He's not in the military, but he does work for the government as a merchant marine. A merchant marine is basically what it sounds like, someone who sells things over water. So for Bush's new attack on Iraq, my dad's been called up to haul vehicles to Iraq. I'm so worried about him, he's going to be gone for at least four months and I'm going to miss him a lot, and since he's going into a war zone I'm really worried he's going to die. I don't want him to go at all but it's his job, and he took this job knowing this might happen so I have to just accept it and help take care of my family. Aside from the fact that I'm going to miss my father his leaving means that I have to take care of my family now. My mother's become even more of an emotional basketcase now and she needs me to be here for her. I'm going to have to help out around the house a whole lot more and do really well in school. I may not like all of this but that doesn't matter, it's what has to be done. I'm just a little upset now because this means that I'm not going to be able to have much of a social life. This means that I won't be able to see my friends very often and that there's no way I'd have the time to spend on Janna even if she would take me back. Oh god how I wish she would. She's so beautiful and so nice every time I see her now I just want to hold her. I dream about her nearly every night,(and no not dirty dreams) and then I wake up and I'm faced with the grim reality that she doesn't love me.
1-18 6:14 p.m.
I want Janna back so badly, but she's not having it. I feel like absolutely nothing to have let a girl who, for one, actually liked me, run through my fingers. She's sweet beautiful and above all else caring and I lost her. She says I was more of a friend to her than a boyfriend, I'm not exactly sure how that detracted from our relationship, but it doesn't matter what I thought, my mind doesn't dictate her decisions. I would give anything for a second chance with her.
1-14 9:44 p.m.
Hey Danny it's good to hear from you, and yeah I thought meeting Suz on Ragnarok was weird too. It'd be cool if you could play too what's keeping you from it?
1-12 1:30 p.m.
I'm tired, bored and depressed. I don't even want to play ragnarok anymore. But on that note here's an interesting story. Back when I used to regularly read Danny's blog I stopped by to read his fiance's blog quite often. Now I had stopped reading the blogs for several months when Iro came back. After a couple of weeks of playing, the guild I'm in picked up a new acolyte named Embla. It took quite a while for me to realize who Embla was but it turns out she's Suz from Honky Tonk Woman. I think I found out after mentioning AFI when she remarked about knowing Danny. I just thought that that was interesting and a little bizarre.
1-8 8:30 p.m.
This is something to be upset over.
12-23 10:23 a.m.
Janna just dumped me. I think I should be more upset because she's a nice person and she's gorgeous but for some reason I don't know I think I just saw this coming. I don't think I'll so much miss Janna as I'll miss just having a girlfriend, having someone to talk to and someone to snuggle with. I can see why she dumped me. We never agreed on anything and that's not nescasarily a problem but she was always really offended when I would say what I thought about anything if it differed from her opinion. That's bassically what the last post was about. She also accused me of acting like I didn't really know her in school and I can see why. She's the first fairly major girlfriend I've ever had and I didn't really know how to act around her in public. I know for me I never really like it if a friend of mine is all over his or her boyfriend or girlfriend around me. We just wouldn't have ever worked out well anyway we were too different emotionally and intellectually we were just in different places. Nonetheless I still really liked her and I won't say I wouldn't like to still be with her but apparently that's not the way she feels and I can't make her want to be with me.
12-22 10:02 p.m.
At home...alone...on a Saturday night...during Christmas break~ I sure wish Cathy was awake or Janna was even home. School's been dissapointing recently. I didn't make the nomination for the German Governor's school and I get a really low PSAT score. My report card wasn't great either but that's my own doing. I could try to blame it on ragnarok but I need to take responsibility for my own actions. I hate the fact that I can't say what I think because there's always the looming fear that my friends won't like my opinion or they'll disagree with it and I then run the risk of losing someone I care about. I shouldn't have to stifle my opinions around my friends. There are just some things that need saying that can't be put nicely.
12-21 9:42 p.m.
I'm torn between my desire to be socaiable and go to the Mindless Self Indulgence concert with my friends and my intense hatred for the afore mentioned bands music. I really have never heard any music so terrible in all my life, even the worst rap doesn't sink this low. Oh well, I need to save money for christmas gift buying anyway.
12-5 7:47 a.m.
Dear god, it has returned.
11-21 5:16 p.m.
My family can't seem to get over the same problems, they just choose to ignore them. For the past ten years, I'd say, my family has fought at least a dozen times over one issue. This issue being my sister's inability to live on her own or keep a job for any real amount of time and her subsequent return home to live off my father. Here's where the real problem starts. My father is not her father, but he has been her only father almost her whole life. Yet whenever she comes back after her most recent financial catastrophe she treats him like dirt and he just ignores it until he explodes. So there's the problem, I can go into more detail but I don't feel like explaining that much. I'm never really involved in these fights since they don't concern me but I usually agree with my father because of the immense amount of respect i have for him whereas my other sister and mother side with Kathryn which leaves the family split in two. It just sort of makes things uncomfortable for me around my mother and sisters. This is when I just want to go away, see Janna or some friends, ignore them until they get over their problems or kill each other, come back to pick up the pieces and move on.
11-19 8:13 p.m.
If you hadn't noticed all I usually do on here is whine. I haven't been posting for so long because I haven't had anything to whine about. Parents haven't been too bad, I pimped out my bedroom, I got some more RAM, I've gotten some bad grades but that doesn't bother me and I have a great girlfriend who makes me happier than I've been in months. So I haven't had much to post about :P
11-17 10:07 p.m.
I've spent all weekend at home bored and lonely.
11-10 2:52 p.m.
I have a blog Cathy so :P
11-5 6:09 p.m.
I'll start this post on tuesday. Everything since then has been busy, so there hasn't been lots of time to post. An aqquaitance of mine name Chris killed himself on Monday. I didn't know until tuesday. I know how and where and when he did it, but none of those matter. The only thing about his death that really interests me is "why?". I guess there is no way to ever give a suicide an explanation but I'd still like to know what could have made Chris think that he needed to kill himself. Wednesday I did nothing. Thursday was rather anti-climactic. Even though I am a huge proponent of Halloween I didn't really do anything for it. Instead I just watched "Run Lola Run!" with some friends. Friday morning my parents leave for Bermuda before I wake up. It is also my birthday. The only thing I really did for my birthday was have Travis come over with Time Splitters 2 and I lit up his and Mike's ass at it. Later in the evening Janna and Kristal came over and then we all got to cut off Brandon's filthy hair. Unfortunately it still looked like shit. Today I sat around for a few hours and then, I went to homecoming. I didn't stay for long. Janna wanted to go home and so did a number of the people I went with. So we took Joe and Jenna to their respective houses and preceded to make a stop at Eleanor's to check her message. It was pretty cool. She had a neat dorm. And finally Leah dropped Janna and I off at her house. I was intending to spend the night...but that sort of fell through and I got Jeremy to bring me home. Which leaves me here posting at 3AM when I should be asleep because my sister has taken advantage of the fact that my parents are gone and has invited over 12 fucking people and they are busy doing just that. Oh well, time to kick people out and go to bed.
11-3 2:48 a.m.
I may be really cold from riding my bike home in the rain but I really don't mind too much because now I'm sitting at home in my warm robe with my slippers and my pajama pants and my cat all in some way or another adorning me. Today was pretty non-descript other than coming home in the rain and changing. Yesterday as I said was really just a clean up day and then some sitting around. I really would have liked to gone out and do something but my friends were all out at a movie without me. This sounds paranoid but I think they didn't invite me to go along with them because of an incident on Friday. The incident constituted all of us going out to see jackass and finding that we couldn't get into the theatre because we weren't 17. So I suggested that we go home because there weren't any other good movies showing. At this suggestion one of my friends decided to be a real bitch and suggest that we see The Ring which I had no intention of seeing. I'm a real pansy about scary movies. I really would like to watch them because I'm always intrigued by their premise but I know that if I watch them it will creep me out to the point where I will no longer be able to function. So I just don't watch them. Well everyone else in the little group decided that they wouldn't mind seeing the ring but that they would not take me home as I had suggested. So insued a period of arguing in which I stated that I would not watch the movie and everyone else tried to convince me to come in,(although Janna offering to hold me if it got too scary was a rather tantalizing offer) it was decided that half of us would sneak into Jackass and the other half would go to see The Ring. So I went to see Jackass with two of my friends and when the movie let out they decided to leave me to go see the end of The Ring. Too bad the end wasn't for 2 FUCKING HOURS! So after the lobby staff asked me not too loiter I had to wait in the fucking cold ass parking lot for 2 hours. I don't think I've ever been that mad. I was mad that they had brought me there in a friendly act but they were not prepared to take me home when that needed to be done and instead they ditched me to go have fun. I was mad at the fact that a certain person even decided to be a total bitch and suggest that we go see The Ring knowing that I was the only person who wouldn't be able to go see it with them, knowing that I would get left out. And now I'm pretty sure they all went to see another movie without because I made a big deal about not seeing The Ring and having to wait outside for so long. I really feel like I'm being treated the bitch here because I didn't want to watch that damn movie but I know it's best that I didn't see it. Oh well, it is sort of my fault. Saturday was pretty fun I set up for a party and then I had a party. It was pretty simple as far as parties go. It wasn't the best I've ever thrown and it wasn't the worst. It was in general a dissapointment except for a few things. I saw some old friends from Hines. This was the first party I've had where I was actually with a girl rather than trying to get one. Okay I think I'm done.
10-28 2:42 p.m.
I had a halloween party last night at my house and it was really fun. I'm sort of in the middle of cleaning up now but I'll talk more about it later.
10-27 11:09 a.m.
Jeremy is now hosting the images for my layout and I'd like to thank him. I took a long brake from blogging because I don't think I was up to it at that time. I wasn't a capable writer and I had nothing to say other than whine. Besides that I didn't like having my friends reading this page and giving me constant criticism about it. I think I'll start writing on this page again and hope that none of my friends realize that I've started again, since I am sure they don't bother to check for a post anymore.
10-26 5:08 PM
I’ve had this computer chair for well on 5 years now and it’s never been too comfortable but now it’s just messing me up. The pressure cylinder that makes the chair go up and down is losing pressure so now my seat slowly sinks and it’s causing me to constantly hunch over the keyboard. And when I try to slouch now the chair’s so low it hurts my butt. But on to more important things. Cat’s getting her wisdom teeth pulled right now. I know this because I spent the night over there last night with her and Mike. While we were over there we watched Mike play the new Resident Evil and it was damn cool and we played some Smash Brother’s in preparation for the competition at Otakon. I’m really looking forward to Otakon it’s cutting into my summer vacation with my family which is a major downside but I still really want to go. Jeremy discovered a cool ass test here and I must say that Empire Records was a really entertaining movie. mmmm I do so enjoy those RPG’s too.
6-28 2:56 p.m.
Seeing as how I’m going to have to start working at a grocery store soon I’ve been indulging myself in gratuitous emulatorage. I’ve spent the last 24 hours more or less doing nothing but playing Earthbound and let me tell you, as a game, it’s a real treat to play. It’s such a neat RPG in that it’s not the same knights and magic in a medieval hellhole rescuing a princess. Instead it’s little psychics in a suburb fighting street gangs and evangelists. The actual game play is rather strange I’ve found. The game still has the same HP MP systems that you find in all RPG’s but it has all sorts of minute differences that only someone who’s played a few RPG’s would notice. I really hadn’t ever seen an RPG that played like this either until I scooted on over to see Mike and Cathy. While I was over there they were constantly jabbering about Dragon Warrior Seven. I’d heard it was good from Danny and Lisa so I watched Cathy play it for a while and couldn’t help but notice all the minute similarities between Dragon Warrior 7 and Earthbound. I’m done talking about games now so logically it’s time to move on up to pets. Just today I got two new pets a gecko and a cat, both of which I am watching for my sister. The gecko is cool when he eats crickets but most of the time he doesn’t do anything. The cat’s just a nice cat.
6-26 11:41 p.m.
So I'm hanging out at Cathy's and Mike's. After my earlier post I think to myself "I'll go to Cathy's and she'll drive me to Video Update to turn in my application!" Well apparently the filthy gods have decided that's not happening. Rather than go to Rally's and Video update we've sat here for 5 hours watching Road Rules waiting for Cathy to take a bath so we can leave. Damn these filthy peoples. I'm getting hungry now.
6-17 7:40 p.m.
I know it's been a long time since I've posted but I have a number of half ass excuses that could probaly add up to a full ass excuse. So this job thing has really been bugging me so I'm going to get it off my chest right now. My parents want me to get a summer job. I'm 16 and don't want a job nor do I think I am old enough to need a job. I don't ever spend any money so their is no use in my getting a job. I work at school come home and do chores all year and I want a break from that during the summer. So my rant on that is over and it's time for me to talk about my life. The school year ended rather easily I took my exams slept during the periods I didn't have exams and then I left, never to see any of those seniors ever again. I've always found the end of the school year depressing, just the fact that I'll never see any of those familiar seniors that have become such a part of the school agian drags me down. But there are still things to make me happy, for one in between my parents' bitching about me gettin a job I got my father to drive me to the local record store where I blew about $100 that I had saved on CD's. I was dissapointed that they didn't have the Choking Victim CD I was looking for or the new Hives or 2 Skinnee J's album but I'll deal. I still got an Operation Ivy album, 2 Bad Religion CD's, 2 Anti Flag CD's and the new Weezer CD. SoI'm done.
Lame ass excuse #1: I downloaded Ragnarok online.
Lame ass excuse #2: My parents have decided that I can't touch my toys, leave the house or use the computer until I get a job.(I'll complain about this in further detail later)
Lame ass excuse #3:I was busy with the end of the school year and exams and such.
6-17 10:10 a.m.
Danny if you're looking forward to playing an onling RPG, then why are you going off on FFXI which is an online RPG? But I think it'll be cool if you play Ragnarok with Cathy and I as well as the others even the "lfuckig bitch." Oh yeah I was going through my Winamp skins and reading the info when I found a really nice skin of Subaru from X. I then realized that it was made by someone by the name of Zereul and so I put two and two together using my massive mental abilities and realized where it came from. *Duh I'm a genius*
5-29 8:50 p.m.
Danny what are you talking about man, I should be jealous of you with your AFI concert and all. Damn those cool west coast bands with their west coastiness and such. But about the graphics card, I got an ATI Radeon 7500 64MB for about $100 and it came with a $20 mail in rebate so that was cool. But you need to look in your CPU and check to see if your mother board has a PCI or a AGP slot for your card. Just look on the card you have now and it'll either say AGP or PCI somewhere and then, you know, buy the card that fits your slot. Mwahaha Danny on Ragnarok. *chuckles quietly*
5-25 11:30 a.m.
Been a while since I have posted so here goes I got Ragnarok Online Beta version (actually I already had it but now I have a graphics card that can support it XD) So that's taken up a whole hell of a lot of time. This game is so much fun it's crazy, it's really addictive as are so many other great games. So I sweet talked my parents into being nice and buying my graphics card and now they want me to pay them back. (guess that they never will be really nice huh?) School's been boring as usual but my grades dropped and now they're comning back up again. This is actually kind of interesting, my Trig class took a test and no one knew the material for shit. So when we get back our tests I manage to get a flat out D- not good at all but so much better then the other shit. There were 43's 47's 50's everywhere and then someone who will remain unnamed ups and gets a 0%. Now you may just say "He didn't answer any of the questions!" But OH NO this kid answered the questions and didn't even get a srap of partial credit. Just thought that was funny. On with my social life. I just managed to inadvertantly piss off a good friend of mine and I don't know why she took so much offense at what I said but I really didn't mean to offend her. But as usual whenever there is a conflict involving myself everyone and there brother has turned against me and is siding with whomever I am arguing with. So this is tolerable it'll subside, but then the fact that I have serious jealousy issues with this friend and I don't know why makes it worse. For some reason this particular friend of mine makes me envious of everything that she does (probaly because she bests me at everything) she's a good artist, she sews, she's pretty, she's popular, she's always talking about material things that she has aquired. These are all things that I wish I could do and try to but fail all the time, hence my envy. So I think that was enough whining for one post so I'm done now.
5-23 4:29 p.m.
grrr.... I bought a new graphics card last night (well my parents did) and for this I am thankful. I, however, am not thankful for the fact that the damn thing won't fit in my motherboard. So for now I'm stuck being miserable, and anyone reading is going to hear about it. There have been lots of holidays and birthdays and such recently so I'm still really low on money. I want to order some patches, go see movies, join the Despair Faction, get some new T-shirts, go get SHIT LOADS of Star Wars action figures and buy a new bike. With a lack of money acheiving even one of these goals has just flown right out the window much less all of them. On the bright side my grades rule now 5 A's, 1 B, and 1 C. As far as my social life goes I've managed to alienate myself from a certain crazy bitch and I can't help but feel all the better for it. The person I'm talking about will remain nameless because I don't want to hurt her feelings seeing as how she's too fucking emotional which is one of the reasons why I stopped speaking to her out of general principal. A few other reasons why I severed my connection with this particular crazy bitch and her friends is that they're all super emotional, they bitch about everything, they don't know how to take a joke, they're posers and they're all super religious. Not associating with these sort of people has made my real friends at Mike day seem way cooler and way more important to me.
5-14 2:35 p.m.
Nothing much has happened I got a B- on my last comparitive politics exam which ruled. This was made all the sweeter when my teacher stopped me and ask me how I got this grade without even touching one of my four text books. I finished reading Lord of the Flies and thoroughly enjoyed it. Thanks for the RPG advice Danny, and about FF3(FF6 in Japan) and Secret of Mana, I have a level 99 team in FF3 and I just started playing Secret of Mana. And I really like FF1 but the game is hard as shit espescially in the beginning. Guuu.....now I remember why I wanted to move to California or Germany, conservatives. They're rampant down here in the south and I intend to go somewhere where there are none or as few of them as possible.
5-8-02 4:25 p.m.
I don't know if I like this castration thing that much. But I know I sure do like eating babies and not punctuating words. Went to see Spiderman twice this weekend and it's been "FOREORDAINED" ,as the Japanese like to put it, that Kirsten Dunst and I will have some sort of torrid love affair. But really I was pleased with the movie overall. It followed the storyline very well and teh acting was all very good. I started reading Lord of the Flies this weekend and it is a really good book no matter how disconcerting it may be to read about a bunch of psychopathic little children. I've got these standardized little SOL things this week that the state makes us take. They're easy and I didn't have any today so I don't care. I've been hearing some rumors that a pair of girls are planning on restarting their site at their old Pitas account. Jealous I wish I was in Political Science. There really is nothing more interesting then government to me. Right now I'm taking Comparitave Politics and loving it. But I guess I just have to wait till college. Danny, just out of curiousity, while you were at Fanime-con did you see anyone with a big sign saying "Waiting for Batjew"
5-6 3:32 p.m.
Finnaly got some cool searches so I think I'll go ahead and post them. "how to clean a cat's anal sack" What's a stuffed?
"underwear espescially pants"
"pictures pregnant girls sucks thier ass"
"rape a stuffed"
5-2 6:55 p.m.
Okay I have finally gotten over my VERY long spout of laziness and decided to post again Let's see the last time I posted was on Spring break.... Okay since spring break I got grounded for putting dog shit in someone's car which was at the time pretty damn funny. Then nothing muched happened I got some time to visit my friends again. I turned in my huge ass mid term paper which I just found out a got a kick ass A on, so even if I do nothing for the rest of the year I still get a D. I've been seriously slacking in school and I was worried that I might get a shitty report card but then low and behold I get 6 B's and an A so that was absolutely fucking awesome. So this has put me on my parents good list(they still aren't feeding me much) and they're letting me get a bunch of sweet ass patches from Inter Punk these are going to be some sweet ass patches and cheap too. I'm also going to join the Despair Faction AFI's official fan club. I would suggest that you join too Danny if it weren't for your financial problems. Okay well to further my place on my parents good list my little sister just got suspended for "instigating" a fight...don't ask, she's popular, pretty and ignorant, all the things I don't understand. I argue a lot in school about things like morals and religion and political stuff. So when I'm arguing these things being a rather obnoxious Aethiest, Communist, idealogical leftist I manage to offend a lot of people. Well by having these arguments I have managed to repell a lot of the people around me and I don't know what to place first my views or my love for these people. So in order to stop these arguments I've started writing a book, or at least some sort of large essay, on these views of mine. I think this will be something to really help me. I don't think it's going to be the communist manifesto but it's just something to help calm me down when I get these moments of fervent rage about political views and mainly religion. Hmmm... While I was away Alexa changed URL's?. Oh well, it's still the same. Danny you say that you have played lots of RPG's. I need to ask your opinion on the Dragon Warrior series, are the first three good? Because I'm considering taking them up for a while. Okay I'm done. I don't know why my pic is down, I'll talk to Lisa and Jeremy and try to get it fixed.
4-29 4:50 p.m.
WOOOO This is some crazy stuff man I'm typing this post on a mac and it's making my brain get all boogly. But actaully this compy is kind of nice. Well I'm at my aunt's work at Kennesaw University and these comps have a T1 it's so nice. Well I won't be on my comp at home for a long time because I got in trouble for throwing dog terds in one of my sister's friends car. I thought it was pretty funny, but my parents in their old age have lost their sense of humor. I finished my midterm so that my English teacher could tell us on the day when we all turned it in that it wasn't due until like three weeks later which bugged me all to hell. I aced the hell out of my last government test. I got a 84% or something like that which when it's curved is like an A so I'm all sorts of happy about that. I went to see Metropolis it was really good all of you go see it soon. Janna is right Bonita is all nasty now. She just not as pretty of a cow's spine as she used to be. Did I forget to mention that I'm in Atlanta for spring break and it so sucks because we're visiting family but they have spring break next week so it's just my sister my parents and I at home by ourselves. nothing much else to talk about except Brandon E-mail me and you too Cathy I need contact to real people. And Brandon this Mac is identical to yours and let me tell you what it's all kinds of nice. Bye everyone.
4-2 12:48
Dear God I need to work on my mid term but I have discovered this great new crack called Red Alert 2 and it consumes so much time. Oh man I'm so easily distracted. Well not only do I have to do this crappy ass mid term paper but there is also this amazing thng called a government test. I have so much fucking reading to do it's crazy. So all this work means that I won't be on the computer or posting for a while so this is just going to be a post since I won't be doing one for a while. I've spent months looking for my new shoes and when I finnaly found my black flame airwalks and ordered them they get here and low and behold they fall apart so I return them expecting to get some new ones from the company and now they are sold out. So I don't think I'll ever be seeing those shoes again. Such a shame they matched my clothes so well and I already had the blue ones and those just go so well too. *sadness* Danny you must excuse Brandon's comments about the babbings,he's not too bright in the head. And man Danny about Cowboy Bebop I definitely of the polar opposite opinion. I really love the the non-plot episodes, they really just make the show for me they make it all so worth while. I really love them because they are so funny but the back story episodes and the whole thing with Spike, Julia and Vicious that is really the low point of the series for me. Okay I'm out.
3-18 7:50 p.m.
Okay I've been neglecting to check my tracker recently because I never get anything interesting like certain people. But just a minute ago I checked my tracker and what do I deiscover but a search for "How to clean a Cat's Anal Sack." How the hell did this person find my site and why pretell were they looking this up?XD Sure Danny I will make sure to tell Brandon to shut up with his talking of shit. He should just accept the drunken babblings for what they are pure entertainment. just thought I should mention this but Red Alert 2 has become my sole reason for existing. That game is so much fun it's like crack only better and more addictive.
3-16 7:15 p.m.
Okay need to go to school so this'll be a quick post. First off I feel really bad because I acted like an ass to Janna over something really stupid. But then I don't feel that bad because I have become the "safety monkey" at Mike day now (i.e. the bitch) and that superbely sucks. I've always sort of been that way but now that Janna's around it's just gotten worse since I am no longer the favorite of massa cathy. Oh yeah and uhmmm Danny since Cat and Lisa can't really talk I'll just tell you what's going on. Their server is upgrading to Linux and a T1 connection so they're going to be down for a while, but I believe that they still intend to start the blog up again.
3-14 6:35 a.m.
After Reading Janna's last post I feel it nescasary to correct a few of her mis-sights. Now I can't correct her on any spelling or gramattical errors because that would simply be hypocritical but for one H20 was not performing at the afore mentioned concert and secondly what about scuzzy Virginia Beach??? Virginia Beach is considered one of the nicest cities in the United States that has a population over small town numbers. That's why when we saw that 7-11 get "robbed" we were not in Virginia Beach but instead in the large crime ridden urban city known as NORFOLK. Okay Jeremy and Bootleg our friends from Fireshot have just started themselves a new web log so you can go ahead and check that out if you want to.
3-11 6:07 p.m.
Okay I have finnaly gotten around to posting and I'm going to try and Make this entry a good one. First things first, I went to the Bad Religion concert last night and it was by far one of the best concerts that I have ever attended. Having to sit through the two opening acts was mildly painful but in the end it was so worth it. Bad Religion played an incredibley long set and they sounded so great live. It was by far the best sounding show I've been to in a while. Danny, you should have been there. If they ever come by your neck of the woods I would strongly suggest going to go see them. Okay what else happened? Well right before the show we went and chilled at our dear friend Janna's house. By chilling I of course mean watching her dog get it's freak on with stuffed animals. Watching this dog hump stuffed animals is some of the funniest shit I have aver seen. We really spent at least an hour just watching this dog rape a stuffed bear. Good Times. Well a few weeks ago we went on a little field trip to D.C. for art, it fucking ruled. The teachers just dropped us off and told us to go where ever we wanted and to meet them at 3:30. It was so cool, we just walked around D.C. all day and did nothing. I have magically discovered a new drug called Final Fantasy Tactics. This game is really so much fun. Other then Final Fantasy 6 it is definitely my one of my favorites of the series. And it's just so addictive. Oh yeah, while at the Bad Religion concert I saw my art teacher there, which was weird as hell. I mean think about it when you're in high school seeing a teacher outside of school is really weird, espescially at a concert. But she is a big Bad Religion fan so I was expecting to see her there anyway. Nothing else really interesting has happened. I super love Naruto now. I really like it more then One Piece now and I caught up to the chapters that they have up at Toriyama World so I will now wait for more good good Naruto flavored crack. Danny that One Piece layout is really nice. I liked the last one a lot but this one is ultra nice too.
3-9-01 7:29 p.m.
Just got back from the Bad Religion concert and it ruled, I will now be going to sleep. I will speak more soon.
3-9-02 1:33 a.m.
Okay blogging from Cathy's house. Nothing much has happened recently so I don't really have anything to blog about. I'm just blogging because I feel obligated. Well back to video games.
2-22 8:08 p.m.
Has anyone ever read that the mayan calender predicts the end of the worl to be on december 23rd of like 2015? or something. Oh well, all I can say is, sucks for you Eddie. Strange little coincidence.
2-19 8:42 p.m.
Holy Crap I brought it up today that I got some Bad Religion tickets when my art teacher up and says "Oh yeah, I did too it's going to be great." The fact that I'm going to a concert with my art teacher is really boggling my mind. It's okay though because I already knew that she liked them and she's a fairly cool teacher.
2-19 6:15 p.m.
I'll have to download that. HOLY SHIT, my dear friends Jenna and Heather just bought me the coolest fucking T shirt ever it's an Iron Chef shirt and it has a huge K on it for Kaga. If memory serves me correctly, zap, allez quisine.
Tuesday, February 19, 2002 6:33 a.m.
I don't think I explained myself too well on my last entry, so I'm going to try and put forth a more well thought out post then the last one. I really dislike the way that people have begun to classsify rock music and seperated it into all these smalller sub genres so that kids inherently affiliate themselves and are therefore never allowing themselves to experience different musical interests. Then there are these sorts of people that affiliate themselves with a group without having any of the ideals or qualities originally considered to be part of that group(i.e. the pop punks who are all middle class christians with no concern for equality or political affairs which flies in the face of what are the true punk ideals). And as for that list that I put down, all of those bands are bands that I dislike for different reasons. I hate Creed because they are a bunch of Bible thumping ignats. I hate Slipknot because they're gimick and not music. I don't really hate NOFX and Propaghandi for any of their ideals I just really don't enjoy their music. And all those other bands are the pop punks that I was talking about before. Okay I just wanted to get that done with because it's something that's been bothering me for a while and people really didn't understand my last post. And Danny, sorry I don't Hate NOFX with the burning passion of a thousand suns or anything. I just really don't like their music and for no particualr reason. They wouldn't bug me that much either if it wasn't for the fact that there are so many people I hang out with who listen to them and think that they are the greatest shit in the world. Oh and you didn't need to fix the typo's. I can read the drunken babblings just fine. Now for some real posting My friend Janna, who you may recognize if you know me in real life just got Cathy to make her a blog. It'll probaly be mucho interesting, well probaly more interesting then mine. Well yesterday I went to Jenna's house and had myself a damn good time. We watched a movie and it was really bad but I still had fun. Today I buried my pet spinal cord that Janna found on the beach. We're planing to dig it up on easter so it'll be like the ressurection of Jesus.(Hooray for allegorical spinal cords) And yes Cathy is alive, she's just been busy doing.... uhmm doing lots of real important things that I just can't think of right now. I super can not wait to go see Bad Religion now. Lisa what is wrong with you, such a fan girly, tsk tsk. Oh well I still am amused by you're ridiculous ways. Uhmm nothing much else has happened I need to work on my midterm essay and I need to do a passage commentary so I think I'll be going now.
2-18 6:05 p.m.
I have had an epiphany. I've been thinking about music a lot recently, rather then working on my term paper, and I've decided that classifacation and the placing of music into different genres and categories is what is really killing the music scene. The more and more I go ahead and try to listen to new music the more and more mindless dribbled out crap I find that is so concerned with what genre it's placed that whether or not they're putting out music worth listening to is overlooked. And then they're are these sorts of people who won't listen to anything unless it's unpopular because they think that somehow it makes them better. Then there is the pop punk, now when I say "pop punk" I do not refer solely to bands such as BLink 182 or Sum 41 which are in fact popular, but also to all of the truly pop rock bands that use the term pop punk to classify themselves into a particular genre without having any of the ideals or aesthetics of true "punks". Now when I talk about all this I'm only talking about rock of course because well rap and main stream pop bands aren't even worth mentioning. So to end all this I will now construct a list of bands that are on my shit list Slipknot, Creed, Sum 41, Blink 182, New Found Glory, Good Charlotte, Midtown, Propaghandi, NOFX and MXPX. Sorry about that this has just really been bothering me so I think'll I'll stop now. This'll probaly be a common thing for the next few weeks.
2-16 9:51 p.m.
I feel as though part of me is gone. Anti Flag and Against All Authority cancelled their show here so I think I'm going to have to just go for my second choice and go to see Bad Religion and Less then Jake. Even though I really do not like Less then Jake, and the last time I saw them live was at Warped Tour and they didn't sound too good there I still think it'll be a cool show. I also want to go to see Dead Kennedy's but that's not going to be that good of a show seeing as how it's only going to be two original members there. And holy bejesus 2 Skinnee J's are coming to town and they are by far the best live band physically imaginable. Their live show makes any thing that you hear of their's on album pale in comparison. Alright that's about it now and Danny if I go to see Bad Religion I'll tell you all about the show.
2-11 5:26 p.m.
So I just woke up and took the longest shower of my life and I figured I haven't posted in god only knows how long so I might as well do it now. I haven't been posting in so long because I have been obsessively playing Final Fantasy 6 and Crono Trigger but I'm going ot try and take a break from them for a while to work on my midterm a little. I got back my grades for the semester and well frankly they sucked. I really bombed exams this year, last year I aced them, but this year I got two D's two C's and a B. Now even though I tottally punted exams, probably because I didn't study at all, my exams grades didn't bring down my semester grades at all which was descent enough. Okay well nothing else of any import has happened to me recently. I played Video games, I sent out my stuff for Ota Kon registration and that was about it. Oh yeah I got a new Alternative Press with a big article on AFI and that was cool it also had some stuff on Bad Religion which was cool. Oh yeah, Danny, I went sorting through my MP3's and it turns out I already had that epiphany song and yeah it's pretty cool. I'm thinking about going to see Bad Religion because they're coming to town really soon and that'd just be a cool ass show. But I have too many choices because Anti Flag and Against All Authority are coming to town too and so are Dead Kennedy's. Oh the choices.
2-9 11:32 a.m.
*Scary*
2-1 11:55 p.m.
I hate those bastards. My dilemna, at school my small group of friends have had the best spot in the whole damn school to eat lunch. Now however the little bastard freshmen have decided to invade our spot so now from a group of 12 at most there's about 50 of us this has turned our once quite, calm, clean, rooved hacci sac spot into a dirty, loud, shit hole. Now because of all the afore mentioned reasons the bastards that we call security guards kicked us out of the spot and won't let us come back and have informed us that we aren't allowed to eat inside which means outside without a roof or in the cafeteria.(*cringes*) I am finnaly getting somewhere in Crono Trigger, at last I have you again Frog MWAHAHAHA! Cat just got my pre registration form in the mail for Ota-Kon. We're all going down there this summer and it's going to be the absolute coolest sheznit ever. We're planing to go as the crew from One Piece but I don't think it's going to happen.
1-31 7:13 p.m.
Any of you that have ever extensively played Squaresoft's Crono Trigger know what new game plus is so you'll get this. I just redownloaded the ROM for Crono Trigger (free loading owns!) now and my characters are all week as hell. Now this is fairly normal for RPG's but in Crono Trigger you get a new game plus option to make all of your characters the same strength they were last time you played. Therefore you always get really strong. however I have just gone from a ROM where my Crono, Lucca and yes even Magus were level fucking 99's to a level 1 Crono. Every god damned enemy is kicking my ass now and it's so fucked up. I just want to frog flare thier asses but it's not happening. Oh well, back to train with those damned Nu's UHMMMM yummy 30 tech points.
1-30 6:36 p.m.
I just downloaded Final Fantasy 6, Crono Trigger and ZSNES. I will never sleep again.
1-27 10:02 p.m.
Well guess what everyone, I actually have a post worth writing today. Yesterday I spent the night at Cat's house and I would have to say that I have accomplished the single greatest feet ever perpetrated by any human being ever. In an attempt to keep ourselves awake to play video games for as long as possible we(being the three of us, Cat, her brother and I) consumed 24 whole cans of soda. Now this is no small feet mind you, we had a 12 pack of Mountain Dew and a 12 pack of Code Red at dinner and now there is only the empty cans, but that is where this amazing feet comes in. Cat and I managed to turn these piles of soda cans into a 4 level pyramid in alternating rows of red and green, it looks really cool, like a Christmas tree of sorts, a testimony to our extreme loserness. Oh well that's enough of that, we stayed, up made fun of music videos, watched infomercials and stayed up all night watching Cathy beat ICO. I would have to say that even though I found the ending to ICO to be dissapointing it was still really cool and this is by far the greatest video game ever. I also managed to stay up all night playing Tony Hawk 3. I made my own character who looks a lot like me but there were a few minor problems with his appearence. I made him the correct height but I couldn't get his weight down low enough, the minimum is 130 lbs. and I weigh 110, so the character didn't look stickly enough. I couldn't get his hair right either,(no devil lock option XD) but I fixed that by giving him a helmet that's identical to Cat's brother's. I also I got the clothes to look pretty good(all black) too bad I couldn't get him to have an AFI shirt, seeing as that's the only thing I wear now. *Sidethought* How did I ever write that much on such useless crap? XD Yes and get this!!! My parents let me go over to all of my friends' houses pretty often, adult supervision or not, however they get really anal about where my sister goes because they apparently think she's a slut(*cough, cough*) and are worried that she'll get pregnant. All I have to say is HOORAY FOR NOT HAVING A UTERUS!!!
1-27 2:27 p.m.
I've been taking down a tree all day and I'm tired. Why my parents decided to take down the tree I don't know nor do I care I just feel bad about it because it's a mulberry tree and the berrys taste really good in the summer. Although I am a strong advocate of not working, I still feel good about this like I've done something worth while rather then sitting on my ass all day. Oh yeah, my life still sucks, but I'll keep on trying.
1-25 5:16 p.m.
Finnaly exams are over. Well I had a good week and now I have a long weekend. What could possibly ruin my life? Well hows about this, I can't get on Battle Net all weekend because I didn't wash a pan before I put it into the dishwasher, so my dad had to wipe it off.(OH NO!) Oh well, I'll get over it. On to the bright news, my three favorite girls have made some huge new advances in thier site, they now have pictures of themselves as well as some pictures of other friends, even a picture of Cat's little brother.XD Speaking of Cat, *LOOK* Oh sweet Jesus! A new layout! Too bad they still don't have too much new content. I envy you so much Danny, I never get any good search engine referrals. Well not any interesting one's at least.
1-25 10:47 p.m.
Okay Sorry Everyone that I haven't posted in God only knows how long. I've been rahter busy with my social life, however limited it might be, recently and well lately it's just been sucking. Okay that's enough whining for a while on to the post! School rules now. I love exams they're really easy, they get me out of school early and they bring up my extreme lack of homework piss poor grades. Too bad that I'm seriously going to fuck up my Algebra II exam tomorrow but I'm going to ace this government shit. I went to see The Lord of the Rings yesterday after my first exams which I aced. I went with Cat and Janna and some other friends and it was fun and all but, I've seen the movie four times now so I kind of went to sleep for a while in the nice and empty theatre. P.S. On Janna's page the idiot with the thing on his head is Cat's little brother.
1-24 11:25 a.m.
I hate my life.
1-22 4:13 p.m.
Time for a whiny post everyone. Well life just gets even better and better. I really don't know what's wrong now everyone I know is changing and things are just going crazy and I don't know why, I fell like I'm living Purple Haze, and I've just gotten sick of not being happy but always smiling and putting on the show for everyone else's enjoyment. Now that it's my turn to be happy it's just not happening and I want to know why it's my role in life to be unhappy for other's enjoyment and never be able to express it, yet I can't be happy myself.
1-16 5:38 p.m.
Nothing interesting to post. Probaly because I'm not interesting. Okay yesterday I went over to Cat's house for our weekly Friday gathering tht we like to call Mike day. This was a special Mike day though because we had a new member. All and all it was fun though we played video games and watched the best skating video I have ever seen. It was Rodney Mullen's video from Tony Hawk three and it ruled. You're right Danny he is pretty damn cool. Oh yeah and Danny uhmm I'm not liking that whole tattoo idea. *painful*
1-12 1:57 p.m.
Pitas is back up. That last post was from about three days ago, Pitas hasn't been working. Okay, while I was gone some cool stuff happened I started school again which was really cool because I got to talk to my favorite friend. I also started the second part of road and range on Monday which means driving with an instructor on the highway for 2 hours with no brakes. I need the practice though so it's not that bad. Damn you technomancy, so addictive. you'll get your damn book, just drive over here and take me to taco bell!XD I think Lisa's a clepto whenever I'm talking to her she sees something shiny and gets distracted and forgets about me. Wow, Illinois must be really shiny or I'm just boring. Which one could it possibly be?
1-9 2:41 p.m.
Okay I just slept for 20 hours straight. I spent the night, day? I'm not really sure at Cat's house and we spent all night or morning playing ICO, and I swear to god it is the best fucking game ever! I'm really thinking about buying a playstation 2 and ICO just so I can beat ICO and then sell the PS2. It's been snowing down here in Virginia for about 3 days and I've been out playing in the snow so there hasn't been much time to post. I'm trying to rewrite my information on the side because it looks like crap seeing as how Lisa didn't bother to capitalize or alphebetize anything when she put it in. Oh yeah, Lisa's the biggest fucking idiot ever, "yummy sweet tarts!" but it's in a good way. Danny's drunken babble's are fun. Danny's my new hero now, Cat and I have decided that I'm going to be just like him now except for that whole drinking, smoking, skating and having a tatoo thing. (that takes away about half of what is Danny, doesn't it?)
1-9 2:38 p.m.
Okay I read several blogs but by far the most entertaining of all the web logs ou there would have to be Profane Babbling. Just the way Danny makes the smallest events in his life seem funny amuses me. And then i had hours of fun trying to decipher the drunken posts. Okay Danny, Maybe you've been posting regularly but Cat and Lisa have not posted in days. Me thinks it's a combination of Ragnarok and Dragon Warrior seven. Oh well, they're site's down anyway and no one can get in touch with Lisa to fix it. XD
1-2 12:36 p.m.
Happy new years everyone. I don't really like new years as a holiday an I couldn't really tell you why. Last night, however, I was talking to a friend of mine, who was at the time extremely stoned, and he brought up a good point, "Why do we celebrate new years, we don't celebrate new months, it's just another day." Well after talking for a while I decided I was just going to spend my new year at home when two friends of mine IM'ed me and asked me to go over to there house. So I rode my bike over there at midnight and nearly froze to death but when I got over there I had a really good time. Well today I'm over at Cat's house and I'm still freezing but I think we're going to go to the arcade soon so see you later.
1-1 1:21 p.m.
Hello Today has been decent I got some new clothes yesterday. Two new shirts which is pretty cool. I bet you two wish you had one of these Zim shirts hohoho. I went to Jeremy's yesterday and well it kind of sucked going over there and all because his dog kind of died while I was over and it was real sad. I am over at my house with my friend Joe he's cool even though he's a money grubber. Oh well that was all. Oh yeah uhmmm The pillows are now officially my favorite band, sorry AFI but they're pretty damn cool and i just watched FLCL again because it's the only series I have now that actually works. Damn you Real Player.
12-31 4:23 p.m.
Real Player is driving me crazy. I have about 30 episodes of Detective Conan and Kodomo No Omocha that I've been meaning to wach yet my Real Player will not play anything. I have downloaded it again, uninstalled, reinstalled and it still won't work. If any one has any idea about how to fix this please tell me. Lisa and Danny are both busy not posting because of Dragon Warrior Seven so there haven't been any really interesting blog posts recently. I started reading Technomancy and Penny Arcade under the advice of some friends and they are both really funny. I really must get this black shirt it so owns but I'm really low on money and I need to buy a new graphics card for Ragnarok. This whole money thing sucks. I can't go in my room anymore because I just go in there and see the big pile of stuff that my parents wasted thier money on for Christmas on me and I just get angry and depressed. Why couldn't they have just bought stuff that I specified that I like. I must sound like such a greedy ass.
12-29 5:17 p.m.
Oi, I didn't get my most desired chritmas present. My parents offered to get me whatever I want but I don't think they're going to get me this. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to wait till next year. But you should go here anyway because the lame-o phrases are really funny.
12-26 10:39 p.m.
I have no money. I want to go to the mall and get the real cool new AFI shirt they have there as well as a smaller size of the Invader Zim shirt I got for Christmas. I'm going to try and get my mom to order me the Johnny the Homicidal Maniac collection as well as an Anti-Flag shirt and a 2 Skinnee J's shirt. It sucks being broke. Has anyone ever thought that maybe the greatest gift anyone could give would just be "Hey, don't buy me anything and keep your money and I won't buy you any thing and I'll keep my money." That'd rule.
12-26 11:39 a.m.
I feel bad about saying this because I feel sort of ungrateful but my parents got me some pajamas and slippers and a robe which I would not wear if my life depended on it. Cat got me some cool stuff though, and Danny got me the coolest present ever.(watches AFI video and obsesses) I got a really cool shirt but it super doesn't fit me and that crazy sucks. My damn cousins have been over I hate these crying whining little snot nosed bastards. The whole family has been giving me this whole you're too hard to shop for crap when I gave them a two page list and the URL at which to purchase anything I want and I told them that they will not find anything I want at a store. So they go to the stores and whenever they see a toy they just figure hey let's just buy it and not actually consult the list to see if he has it or wants it. Yes I know like I sound like a spoiled brat but I went to great lengths to buy them stuff they really wanted and they did not make shopping for them nearly as easy as I did for them.
12-25 1:21 p.m.
NO MORE I R L READERS!
12-21 10:18 a.m.
Yeah, today is ultra super Mike day. Today I'm going to go over to Mike's house to exchange gifts with everyone and then play dance dance revolution for the rest of the day. Oh yeah I'm getting the AFI Art of Drowning Vinyl. This is going to so rule. I finally got some more Christmas gifts and now I just need to buy something for my mom, my sister and Joe, have no idea what to get him. Went to see the Lord of the Rings. That movie so owns me. It was actually really close to the books which was good. They only took out some of the extranious parts which really doesn't matter to me. And now at long last I am the infectitron and you are not haha I am victorious once again. Okay I am so whipped. I think Jenna freaking owns me like she's got me on a leash and collar and she just doesn't really care about me at all. Oh well this sucks. Oh yeah Cat if you want to keep the book and the LP I still wouldn't mind the Jenna. I'm so proud of the uber goober. My friend Mike AKA the uber goober has actually started talking to people at school, and not just that but he's started talking to girls! Our little Mike's growing up.
12-21 10:00 a.m.
New resolution, don't post personal things to many irl people know you're URL.
12-18 6:46 p.m.
Haven't posted in a while. Okay got in all my grades now so hear goes. Chemistry: Well I didn't do the labs so I got a D+, but my teacher let me turn in the labs again so I probaly have a C and I just got a 94 on a test which is real cool. English: I got an B+ yes it's a hard class but what can I say, I'm a god. Algebra2/Trigonometry: C and I don't care! Government: C+ This is one hard ass class it's a senior class and I'm a sophomore not to mention the fact that I have three text books and I just got a B+ on a project on the gubernatorial elections that's worth half my grade so that should bring it up. Art: B I hate my art class. German: A Yes this so owns. This is espescially amazing because I managed to bring this up from a C+. Drivers ED: C+ I don't care I just have to pass too bad she hasn't averaged in a lot of the homework in which I missed several assignments of. But a C+ is better than the D+ I had at the last marking period Mangascreener needs to update.
12-18 3:25 p.m.
I have decent grades this marking period so far. I even brought my German grade up to an A from a C. School has been less then fun however, everybody and their brother went to the Good Charlotte concert except for me. Now I don't like Good Charlotte, but I feel as though by not going to see them i was somehow totally and unknowingly butt-raped by Jenna. Oh well, now watson and I can sit around and whine about not having gone to the concert him because he wanted to see Good Charlotte and me because I wanted to see Jenna.
12-17 3:30 p.m.
My parents have gone anal about my grades again where as my sister's less then remarkable performance has gone unpunished despite her being in an extremely basic program.
12-16 02:16 p.m.
okay everyone jeremy is no longer an ass. So we can forgive him for not knowing when to shut his damn mouth. Yesterday my sister who lives in another city came up to visit her former dog who now lives with us and we went shopping. Well after getting some people christmas gifts we went to werehouse music to see a show. The wierd part about all this is that the band we went to see is Mr. Mata's band. Mr. Mata is the guitar teacher at my school and he's been friends with my sister for a long time so that was a little weird. The show was really good and the band rocked. I saw a lot of my friends there (I think they got extra credit if they came to his show) and it was all and all a good night. However that afternnon when we went shopping I was ready to crap my pants. Imagine the only mall in this god forsaken city filled to the brim with stupid people in a shopping frenzy. It was terrible so we left the mall pretty quickly. Oh yeah I figured that since I hadn't eaten in two days I'd get lunch so there was a popeyes real close to the show it was so filthly disgusting. I'm never going there again.
12-16 12:16 p.m.
I'm waiting for Invader Zim to come on and I'm bored out of my god damn mind.(well actually I'm an atheist) School has been busy and sucking. I still haven't done anyhting at all as far as Christmas goes and I don't really want to. Man One Piece owns, must eat my own leg, and I should probaly start reading Naruto cause people tell me it is real cool, so I'm going to have to check that out. When I wasn't posting my parents had a fucking conniption fit about the amount of work I do around the house so my dad went anal and printed out schedules for me and my cousin for what chores we need to do every dayXD. I started reading the Great Gatsby for my term paper and I'm still waiting for something important to happen. Oh yeah and Bootleg is officialy a poo magnet and a snotter now. You see Bootleg is scared to all hell of germs and espescially dog crap, so whenever he comes over to my house he manges to step in dog crap. When we were playing cards he was sitting in a chair outside covered in cat hair(which he is allergic to) and he started snotting everywhere. Damn laser game is down now. So Sad Oh hot damn Zim's on see you later. It's a repeat nevermind. So, anything else to talk about. Okay in the world of anime my crappy computer has fucked up real player so that cuts my anime consumption in half and I've fallen so far behind on Inuyasha that I'll never catch up again. I really wish I wasn't such an idiot so I could download X. I really love X but it's real hard to get hold of scanlations or decent translations. Speaking of scanlations when the hell is Leareth going to work on Tokyo Babylon. Kodomo No Omocha let me down after about the first season and I'm so fucking sick of Detective Conan. I think I'll stick with Clamp and Gainax for a while. Oh I passed the range part of Driver's ED this week so after Christmas break I'm going to the road, scary as all hell interstate. Has any one ever noticed that if punks try and do something creative and different it's automatically selling out. That was(or so I hear) the general concensus of the chat regarding AFI's switch to Dreamworks from Nitro. However one band I really like that did sell out was No Doubt there first three albums rocked but this new one is so weak and crapped up for a wide audience it's pathetic. I should've suspected this after the "Eve" incident.
12-14 9:09 p.m.
Hot damn I got the coolest person I know as my Road and Range person. Hot damn this rules. Too bad the class still sucks though.
12-11 2:45 p.m.
Uhm...Guess I haven't bloged in a while, huh? Well there hasn't been anything exciting to talk about. I'm starting road and range today :P.
12-10 2:44 p.m.
Man this sucks I'm writing my post today on notepad because Cox@Home is having one of it's little moments again so there's no way for me to post yet. I'm going to post this whenevr the modem kicks up though. I hate my art class. It has nearly been a whole semester and I still haven't done two pieces of real art yet. I am so wasted. All this on top of detention today, I had to stay after and clean up desks because I was pissing off my teacher so bad on Monday. Lunch was pretty damn cool people have started bringing play stations to school(those little PS1's) and some guy got caught climbing on the roof. Bootleg managed to peg the hell out of someone today, right in thier face too. Oh yeah, Cat, I made 37 cents today.
12-5 2:40 p.m.
School was pretty damn cool today. I was worried that one of my friends was going to do something really evil to me but she deciced to forgive me for my horrid actions. My government teacher just gave me another textbook, that makes three now. She wants us to read a chapter every two days and three times each so it looks like I'll be reading one maybe once a week. Me and Bootleg did a lab today in Chemistry it was pretty cool we got to burn things. Unfortunately, our bunson burner caught on fire during the lab. Every one at school has gotten real into the worm game but no one has defeated my title yet so I'm still doing fine in those respects. Val makes me sad. I'm sure Pet Shop of Horrors rules and all but I do love my X and now that Sakurazukamori has gone under it makes me sad.
12-4 2:41 p.m.
I feel like I've accomplished something now. Thanks for mentioning me on your site Danny. I'd really like to join your clique, but you see I just can't because well I'm an idiot. I'm going to try and get Cat to help me get on today though. Oh yeah this place freaking rocks "I am Monkey D. Rufi" "Oi Rufi" For some other cool one piece stuff go to Reinselft's it is mad cool. She has some kick ass wall papers too, but the Zoro layout is gone, Boo Hoo. Just something cool here, today a friend of mine noticed that on the doors at school the math analysis classes are abbreviated as Math Anal. Heha! And no Lisa, don't shove a knife in my face.
12-3 3:31 p.m.
School sucked. While I was playing hacci sack at lunch one of my friends stole our sack and threw it on the roof because some people that I was playing with hadn't thrown away thier trash. So that ended our game pretty quickly and the rest of the day only went down hill. Oh yeah Jenna is real pretty and you better believe it. We're doing this thing in German where we have to dress and speak like a celebrity we admire so I'm going to go as Davey form AFI. It'll be real hard, wear normal clothes and some make up, put my hair in front of my face. Too bad I don't have any tattoos. I need to join Danny's AFI clique soon but I am so lacking in the needed computer skills thereof. I hate being Dependent upon Cat and Lisa.
12-3 2:43 p.m.
I figured I need to try and tell you'll what the layout is. The title is from my favorite song by my favorite band AFI, the layout is the super cool bat from AFI's Art of Drowning album and uhhmmm it was all done by Lisa. Uh for some other cool AFI stuff you should probaly go to Danny's site.
12-2 4:10 p.m.
I love One Piece. It's going to so rule when we go to Otakon.(I still think I don't look like Luffy) Travis is going to rule as Zoro though and Brandon could make a good Sanji. Too bad Mike's a loser though. Go play this game it rocks.
12-2 12:40 p.m.
My dad is having serious trouble understanding the concept of a URL and it's real funny. Man Jeremy you're site is whack to the tenth degree. The coolest part is the dot game(so fun:d). Hey Cathy we definitely should have finished the script last night it might have been more entertaining then me trying to fix Red Faction. Oh yeah, how's Mike doing? lewl
12-1 1:02 p.m.
Ohhhhh....I just got home from Mike's, this sleepover was kind of retarded mike went in the other room at midnight to take care of other stuff when Cathy found him(to her regret)so then I went to bed and it was all around just the suck. My little cousin's over here. I hate babies. I think I should reproduce just for the betterment of man-kind, but i'd probaly kill my kids before they could reach adulthood.
12-1 8:49 a.m.
Okay, I super need to go ahead and start getting some christmas presents for people. I hate this time of year and my mom was being so mean she gave me all these clothes and then when we got done shopping she was just like "...you can have them all at Christmas..." Fortunately I managed to steal this spiffy belt before she could get it. :P (hehaheha... I have used the emoticon) Oh yeah go to these losers' site, Lisa made my blog layout, it's obvious she spent alot of time on it.:X (That's twice now!)
12-1 12:46 a.m.
Uhh.. Hi this is me i'm making my blog now so i can whine about stuff but most importantly so that i can gossip about all of you.
11-30 7:53 p.m.
Testing.. thanks Lisa.
11-30 7:52 p.m.
Name: Mortimer Khan
Age: 16
Locale: Eastern Virginia
Occupation: PurgatoryMusic:
2 Skinnee J's
311
AFI
Against All Authority
Anti Flag
Bad Religion
Choking Victim
Dead Kennedy's
Hooverphonic
Incubus
Jimmy Eat World
Misfits
Operation Ivy
Pennywise
The Pillows
WeezerAnime/Manga:
Cowboy Bebop
FLCL
Inuyasha
Kareshi Kanojo no Jijou
Kodomo no Omocha
Naruto
One Piece
Tokyo Babylon
XReads:
My Striped Futon
technomancy
profane babbling
Mooncalf
Spent Castings
Honky Tonk Woman
Viva Hate
Hot Boyz Talk Much
Valken Cannon
VidelictGames:
Final Fantasy VI
Final Fantasy Tactics
Crono Trigger
Super Metroid
Metroid II: The Return of Samus
Secret of Mana
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